October 29, 2006

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Halloween party downstairs, but not in the mood

The Graduate House Halloween bash is still going on downstairs. The
loud whoops seem to indicate that people are still having tons of fun.
But I don’t have any energy. I feel so out of things.

This lethargy started at dinner. Maybe an MSG overload at the Japanese
place we went to? Not eating there again.

But there’s also… well… it’s never really been my scene. That’s
why I still insist that I’m an introvert. I don’t get a thrill out of
just partying.

I’m tired. I don’t want to meet more people right now. I want to get
to know the people I know, and maybe go from them to the people they
think I should know.

The high energy, bubbly person most people know – that’s me. That’s a
real me. But there’s also a quieter, deeper me. That’s a real me, too.
I think it’s time for people to get to know that side of me. (That
said—I might be quieter, but I still think life is good!)

Or maybe this is just the MSG talking…

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