In my dreams of wild success, I am not an executive, not a manager, not a consultant, not a seller. I am a maker.
I don’t architect complex systems. I build on the human scale: small, simple tools that make individual people’s lives better.
The mechanical translation of designs and diagrams to code has moved to other countries. Development is seen as less valuable, less interesting, less glamorous. There must still be opportunities for invention, for finding a need and solving it.
I love the concrete progress of checking requests off my list, delighting people, and building something that saves people time and effort.
This is interesting for me, because I’m learning that my happiness map can change, and there’s always more to learn. It turns out that I’m more passionate about coding than about coaching people on collaboration or helping executives learn about emerging business trends.
Maybe work is like happiness. It’s not about the goal, it’s about the journey. I enjoy what I’m doing. I enjoy what I used to do, too. There are multiple ways forward.
Like the way I learned to not stress out about “potential” in life, I need to learn how to not stress out about “potential” at work.
I don’t have a clear path for myself yet. I haven’t picked a life out of a catalogue and said, “That’s who I want to be.” I haven’t picked a job description and made that my goal.
I don’t know. There, I admitted it. This might discourage people from investing in my career. Who wants to groom someone for a particular field and then have them cross over into a different one? But I’d rather be clear about figuring things out than pretend that I’m certain.
I love what I’m doing. I’m passionate about what we can do at IBM as we learn how to work smarter. I enjoy helping people brainstorm and innovate. I’m exploring this with IBM because I’m in the right place at the right time, and I can help make bigger things happen.
But I want my life to also include rolling up my sleeves and making things myself. At some point in my life, I want to build systems that people will enjoy using.
Maybe I’ll take a sabbatical in a number of years. Maybe I’ll free up time to do this as a hobby.
Who knows? Maybe I’ll find more role models for this other path, and my dreams will expand to include what I’ve learned from them too.
What do you see in your dreams of wild success? Does it match how you’re living?