Around this time each year, with the heat of summer sending the lettuce to seed and sending us indoors, I usually fall out of love with gardening. I don't feel like cooking, so the herbs go unharvested. The lettuce, spinach, and other greens bolt, going bitter and sending up more flowers than I can pinch off.
Having neglected to harvest as much as I could have, I tell myself I'll just let them go to seed so that I can collect and replant those seeds. But then the garden becomes dry, overgrown, and scraggly, and slugs and other pests decimate the leaves. Only the tomatoes keep me interested throughout the season. If I'm lucky, I remember the rest of the garden in time to plant lettuce and peas for the fall.
This year, I'm trying something different. Seeds are inexpensive and plentiful. Instead of waiting for my lettuce to go to seed, I'll simply pull them up and start new plants. This keeps the garden feeling more orderly, and gives me more sprouting to enjoy and look forward to. Maybe I'll even walk to the florist at the corner and buy more seedlings to take advantage of the warmth and sun. Maybe beets or zucchini? I'm clearing a few squares at a time so that I can stagger the planting and keep things manageable. Perhaps the rest of the lettuce and the peas will have fully developed their seeds by the time I get around to pulling them up. I think this will be better than waiting for the whole box to finish. At least I'll always have something on the go.
Someday, when I'm more of a gardener–perhaps when I have heirloom variants that are hard to find and easy to enjoy–I'll look into saving seeds again. In the meantime, I'm still working on developing that summer-long habit of gardening, and I enjoy the exciting days of sprouting.
Where else in my life am I letting things go to seed unnecessarily? What else would benefit from pulling things up and starting fresh? Sewing, perhaps. I have a lot of scraps and patterns I haven't looked at or used. Writing, too - lots of snippets and outlines that I haven't fleshed out. Sometimes it's good to clear things out and start again (perhaps with a smaller goal, perhaps with more deliberate attention). That way, the remnants of past decisions don't weigh down enthusiasm.
How about your garden? How about your life?