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		<title type="html">Focus</title>
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		<author><name><![CDATA[Sacha Chua]]></name></author>
		<updated>2006-08-01T01:30:00Z</updated>
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		<content type="html"><![CDATA[<p>My research manager told me that I've been conditionally approved for<br>
VPN access, which would allow me to access IBM resources without<br>
having to go all the way up to Markham (1-1.5 hour commute one way).<br>
This access will be revoked if they feel that I'm getting distracted<br>
by all the cool things I can do within IBM, such as organizing CASCON<br>
2006. They asked me to promise to use the VPN only for things that are<br>
directly related to my work.</p>
<p>Sounds good to me. =) In fact, it sounds like exactly what I need. For<br>
the next few weeks&mdash;months, even&mdash;I'll be in heads-down single-tasking<br>
mode when it comes to IBM. I'll keep a research plan somewhere<br>
(possibly a password-protected page on this wiki) and post regular<br>
updates on my internal blog, and at all times my research managers<br>
will know what my next action is and what I'm waiting for.</p>
<p>I might need to give up a few things as part of scaling back my<br>
involvement in IBM. I have a lot of opportunities to help define IBM<br>
2.0 and move it forward, but the IBM Center for Advanced Studies pays<br>
for my graduate studies, and so they have dibs on my IBM mindshare. I<br>
can think of my research as almost a contract. If they're happy with<br>
my proposal, then I can scope it, schedule it, do it, and be done.</p>
<p>I'm not too worried about missing out on opportunities. Evangelizing<br>
social software within IBM, supporting networking at CASCON, improving<br>
the experience of social computing: these all point to goals that I<br>
can achieve through other means at other times. When I'm ready to take<br>
advantage of these opportunities again, they'll reappear.</p>
<p>In the meantime, focusing on my work and treating it as a<br>
time-sensitive contract allows me to separate it and free up<br>
brainspace for a few other things I'd like to do, like writing and<br>
establishing an external reputation. This is better for me in the long<br>
run, too. That way, I finish my graduate studies ready to take on<br>
problems at different scales: from 300k-person enterprises to smaller<br>
gigs.</p>
<p>A minor downside is that I won't be able to claim a living allowance:<br>
it certainly adds up, particularly if you think about compounded<br>
interest over a long period of time. If I manage my time wisely,<br>
though, I might be able to make it worth it in the long run. For<br>
example, if I can convert three hours of sleepy commuting or relaxed<br>
RSS reading into three hours of focused writing time each day, that<br>
can lead to a lot of opportunities in the future. Getting rid of time<br>
constraints can also mean that I'll eat better (hello, breakfast!) and<br>
cheaper (hello, kitchen!). The opportunity to schedule coffee breaks<br>
with people here will also help me plug further into the local tech<br>
scene. I'm trading money for flexibility, and I think I can make it<br>
worth it.</p>
<p>As for IBM networking: I can do that through the Greater IBM<br>
initiative. They're externally hosted, so I don't need to use the VPN<br>
for that. What about the internal networking, the real-time<br>
collaboration I enjoyed and occasionally found useful? I'll just have<br>
to trust that people have a good enough sense of what I'm interested<br>
in and that I'm discoverable by people who might be interested in my<br>
research. Personal referrals will probably do the trick.</p>
<p>What might I miss out on? The IBM CAS experience, I suppose: chalk<br>
talks, lunches with random people, cups and cups of hot chocolate&#8230; I<br>
won't be one of their face-to-face Connectors, but that's okay;<br>
someone else can take that role. Most of the people I connect with are<br>
scattered around the world, so VPN won't make much of a difference. I<br>
can promise not to initiate conversations that aren't directly related<br>
to my research, and try to minimize unrelated conversations initiated<br>
by others.</p>
<p>VPN access might also include the expectation of greater availability,<br>
the way many people assume that cellphones make other people always<br>
reachable. To help assure my research manager that I won't get too<br>
distracted, I'll check my e-mail once a day and I'll resist the<br>
temptation to do anything unless I can explicity justify it.<br>
Sure, it's less value than I can provide IBM as a whole, but it<br>
protects the value I offer to CAS.</p>
<p>I could very well do most of my work downtown even now, although I'd<br>
still like VPN so that I can share my progress internally. I don't<br>
think I'm allowed to blog even my research proposal externally, so<br>
unfortunately I'll have to stay dark about it here. I'll try to write<br>
about other things I'm learning, though. If I omit IBM-specific<br>
information, I might be able to stay out of trouble. =)</p>
<p>My personal blog is my call, and as long as I follow my proposal and<br>
submit my deliverables, things should be good. I should be able to<br>
blog about cooking or tango or DemoCamp without my developer<br>
sponsor freaking out. =)</p>
<p>Sounds like a plan.</p>

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