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I feel less worried now. Part of it was realizing that I can plan for only so much safety. Part of it was learning how to choose what I'm going to focus on, how to select my projects without managers and track my progress without annual performance reviews. (Well, I still have annual reviews, but they're self-driven.) Part of it was trusting that I can handle things, a confidence which grew after each small step.

Looking back, I can see the things I found mentally challenging in the beginning, and how I worked around them.

• The career gap doesn't look all that scary now. I know lots of other people who have managed it. They're fine, and I'll be fine too.
• Self-direction turned out to be good to learn, and it seems like I can come up with useful projects.
• Paperwork? There were a few stressful hours as I learned more about the tax code – I amended my first corporate tax return a number of times – but I think that doing my own books was worth it. Besides, Canada Revenue Agency is surprisingly approachable. Hmm.
• Opportunity cost? “Wasted potential” only

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If you're starting your own experiment or you're well into one, I'd love to hear about some of the challenges you faced and how you worked around them!

You can e-mail me at sacha@sachachua.com.